do you believe me when i say i don't care about getting traineeship contracts or not? is it a problem if all i look forward to is yet another diocesan production? or a trio from finland that nobody ever heard of? do i sound wrong if i tell you that i've achieved so much in my past that i don't know how to move on? is it odd for a law student to feel enthusiastic about no courses but one offered by the faculty of science? and for her to get an A+ in none but this course? does it offend you to say that i don't feel any sense of pride, confidence, or elitism when i "walk in Central amongst the various business people wearing suits" like some of you do? why, oh why can't i just be the dgs girl i once was?